the words that come out of my mouth when asked about this year was almost always; “it was not easy” until a couple of weeks ago.
life happens, existence is not easy, unless you are one of the few who capitalism favours, we all have it some degree of bad.
i set out to get about 5 things done this year, most of them didn’t happen; reading more, less time on social media, sleep on time and write more.
but one good big thing that happened to me this year was having my health somewhat back. considering my status this time last year, I’m so grateful for this.
so despite the hundred odd things and hurtful experiences, the unnumbered times I have cried this year, I am saying cheers to having my health back.
yeah broken heart catch we, but did we die ? i lost funds, beaucoup funds, but i did not die.
i’ve learnt a few things about myself and i want to use those next year and do better on the things i wanted to get accomplished this past year.
i’m hoping to hold myself more accountable in the coming year, so the year doesn’t slip by, even if i get one thing off my list of desires fully ticked off, i’ll be pretty pleased with it.
but mostly in the coming year, i want to be more intentional towards myself, show up for me and be more caring to me; in all the ways and stop the self sabotage.
here’s to a good 2020; it won’t be easy but may be odds favour us.
